Wednesday, June 23, 2010

We meet again. Same as before. Strangers again. The burdens are to frequent, so what do you say? Is it good ole towel time? Time to be happy? Time to be apart? Time to be who we were when we were on our own? Before we fell so blindly?

Friday, June 11, 2010

Always

I can't do this again
I've tried the most with this one
Its always me that makes the end inevitable
But I love you more than you can know
Mainly because I couldn't show it all
Your guitar was my favorite lullaby
I could melt for hours
But that has come to an end as well
Always ending

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Timing is to our detriment
The clashes break the bond
What now
Neither can be what the other needs
I miss you even though you're right there
I've lost myself in us
As I'm sure you have too
Holding doesn't work
And kisses can't rebuild
The more I love you the more it hurts
The more I try not to love you the more it hurts
I try so hard not to feel
But it's useless
I'll feel for quite a while
I feel what we had and I wonder why it's gone
You always have told me to move on
But moving on only involves no more you

Reminders are far from remedies

I don't think my face will be in your hands again.My pillow even smells like you.All of the reminders,nothing will let me forget you.Nothing will let me forget us,and what we couldve been.The heights that our love couldve reached.

Love scavenger

It hurts now when you love me because I know there will be an end.Your love hurts.Your neglect hurts.I scavenge on what love isnt guarded.I take what I can get knowing the consequences.Im that desperate.Im waiting until the absolute end.Im trying and its hurting so bad.

Scary seas

I just wanted to be your sea to get lost in.When you offer to much to those that want lonliness all the love in the world becomes the scariest thing.

Snippets of the end

What Im saying might be a mistake. And I may loose you because of it, but I cant be with you right now.I want to offer later, but I cant promise that. Im sure Ill loose you with time. But you ended it. So its done.We are done.It kills me as it brings me to life.